Bricktown After Midnight Notes

At 12:14 a.m., Bricktown sounded like glass.

Not breaking glass. Living glass.

The soft clink of beer bottles on patio tables. The neon shimmer reflected across canal water. Elevator doors opening inside converted warehouse lofts. Wind rattling old windows that had once belonged to cotton exchanges and machine shops and feed companies long dead.

Cal Mercer wrote all of it down.

He sat alone beneath the red glow of a flickering sign outside an all-night diner on Sheridan Avenue, notebook open, coffee cooling beside him. The waitress had stopped asking if he wanted a refill two hours ago. She knew the type.

Night people.

People who weren’t waiting for someone.

People listening for something.

Cal was thirty-eight and technically employed by nobody. Three years earlier he’d worked as a features reporter for a shrinking newspaper in Oklahoma City until the paper collapsed into digital fragments and syndicated wire copy. Since then he’d drifted into freelancing, then drifting in general.

But every night—especially in Bricktown—he wrote notes.

Not articles.

Not stories.

Notes.

Observations.

Fragments.

He filled legal pads with things nobody else noticed.

12:14 a.m. — bachelor party from Wichita loses one groomsman near Mickey Mantle statue. Remaining group unconcerned.

12:31 a.m. — woman in silver heels crying while eating street tacos beside canal. Not drunk. Angry.

12:47 a.m. — train horn west of downtown. Three people stop talking mid-sentence to listen.

That last one mattered.

Because trains still owned the city after midnight.

Even now.

Especially now.


Bricktown changed personalities depending on the hour.

At noon it belonged to tourists and office workers.

At seven it belonged to ballgames and dinner reservations.

At midnight it belonged to motion.

Bartenders cleaning taps. Security guards outside music venues. Rideshare drivers circling like patient sharks. Hotel clerks. Insomniacs. Kitchen workers smoking beside dumpsters. Amateur musicians loading amps into vans.

And the trains.

Always the trains.

Freight lines slid through the edges of downtown like enormous invisible animals. Their sounds bounced between brick buildings and old warehouses, folding into the city’s heartbeat.

Cal had become obsessed with them.

Not the machinery itself.

The timing.

The rhythm.

The way Bricktown seemed to reorganize around distant movement.

He started mapping train horns in his notebooks.

One long blast near the river changed pedestrian flow three blocks east.

A stopped freight near Reno Avenue delayed traffic enough to empty two bars earlier than usual.

Tiny disruptions. Cascading consequences.

The city was a system.

Most people just never stayed awake long enough to see it operating.


At 1:08 a.m., Cal wandered toward the canal.

The water reflected blue neon from a piano bar and green light from a pharmacy sign farther down the street. Ducks drifted through artificial currents beneath low pedestrian bridges while drunk college kids shouted across the water.

A canal boat slid past carrying six tourists and a guide who sounded exhausted.

“On your left,” the guide said mechanically, “you’ll see one of the original warehouse buildings from the early twentieth century…”

Nobody listened.

Cal wrote anyway.

Tour guides become ghosts after midnight. Continue speaking even when nobody hears them.

That one felt important.

He circled it twice.


Near the old brick warehouses by the railroad tracks, he found the saxophone player again.

The man appeared almost every Friday night around 1:30 a.m., always wearing the same gray suit regardless of weather. He played beneath a burned-out streetlamp facing the rail yard.

Never for money.

Never for crowds.

Tonight the song sounded slow and fractured, notes dissolving into the warm Oklahoma air.

Cal leaned against a wall and listened.

The sax player stopped mid-song without looking up.

“You’re writing about me again,” he said.

Cal blinked.

“I’m not writing about you specifically.”

“Sure.”

The man adjusted the reed.

“You’re writing about people who don’t go home.”

A freight train groaned somewhere west of downtown.

Cal considered denying it.

Instead, he said, “Maybe.”

The sax player nodded like that confirmed something.

“You know what Bricktown really is after midnight?”

“What?”

“A waiting room.”

Cal wrote that down immediately.

The musician laughed softly.

“See? That’s exactly what I mean.”


At 1:52 a.m., rain started.

Not heavy rain. Oklahoma summer rain. Warm and sudden and reflective.

Brick streets gleamed black beneath neon signs.

Couples sprinted beneath awnings laughing.

Bouncers stepped backward into doorways.

The canal rippled with shattered colors.

Cal loved Bricktown in rain because the city looked unfinished.

Like memory.

Like a place halfway between decades.

He walked east toward the railroad overpass where murals peeled from damp concrete walls. Water dripped through cracks overhead.

That was where he found the notebook.

It sat on a bench beside the canal.

Black cover.

No name.

No phone number.

Just a rubber band wrapped around the middle.

Cal looked around.

Nobody nearby.

He picked it up.

For a moment he considered leaving it alone.

Then he opened it.

Inside were notes.

Hundreds of them.

Not unlike his own.

But stranger.


11:41 p.m. — bartender at whiskey bar wipes same glass for seven minutes while staring at television with no sound.

12:03 a.m. — man in Thunder jersey says he moved back to Oklahoma because “Dallas forgot him.”

12:26 a.m. — every couple crossing the canal bridge walks slightly out of step.

1:11 a.m. — freight trains create temporary loneliness in surrounding streets.

Cal stopped walking.

The handwriting was compact and deliberate.

Observational.

Precise.

And deeply familiar.

He turned pages faster.

The notebook mapped Bricktown like a psychological weather report.

Patterns of movement.

Emotional currents.

Behavior loops.

One page simply read:

People reveal themselves most honestly between 12:30 and 2:00 a.m. because exhaustion disables performance.

Another:

Cities have subconscious minds. Bricktown’s appears nostalgic but restless.

Cal stared at the canal water.

Someone else had been studying the city the same way he had.

Maybe for years.


At 2:17 a.m., he entered a nearly empty bar called The Lantern Room two blocks off the canal.

It wasn’t popular enough for tourists.

Which made it valuable.

Three people occupied the entire place: a bartender polishing bottles, a woman asleep in a booth, and an older man eating fries while reading horse racing statistics.

Cal ordered coffee.

The bartender eyed the notebook.

“You find it?”

Cal froze.

“You know whose this is?”

The bartender shrugged.

“Guy leaves it around sometimes.”

“What guy?”

“Tall. Thin. Looks tired even when he isn’t.”

“That describes half of downtown.”

“True.”

The bartender poured coffee.

“He comes in around closing. Writes stuff. Never drinks much.”

Cal opened the notebook again.

“Do you know his name?”

“Nope.”

“Have you talked to him?”

“Not really. But he asked weird questions.”

“What kind of questions?”

The bartender thought for a second.

“Stuff like whether bars can sense when they’re dying.”

Cal stopped writing.

“That’s not weird,” he said quietly.

The bartender gave him a long look.

“Then there are apparently two of you.”


The rain intensified around 2:40 a.m.

Outside the windows, Bricktown blurred into watercolor reflections and smeared headlights.

The sleeping woman in the booth woke suddenly, looked confused for several seconds, then left without speaking.

The old man finished his fries and disappeared into the rain.

Cal remained.

Reading.

The notebook’s entries grew stranger deeper in.

Less observational.

More philosophical.


Bricktown survives by reinventing loneliness as entertainment.

Most cities sleep. Entertainment districts pretend not to.

Every bartender in America becomes a temporary therapist after midnight.

The canal is artificial but the loneliness around it is real.


Then, near the back, a sentence underlined three times:

There are nights when the city notices you observing it.

Cal felt cold despite the heat.

He checked the cover again for a name.

Nothing.

Only initials pressed faintly into the inside leather.

R.K.


At 3:06 a.m., the bartender locked the front door.

“Closing time.”

Cal nodded distractedly.

“You keeping that notebook?”

“I guess until I find the owner.”

The bartender smirked.

“Maybe he found you instead.”


Outside, Bricktown had thinned into fragments.

Street sweepers hummed along curbs.

Security guards leaned against alley walls smoking cigarettes.

The loud crowds were gone now, replaced by isolated voices echoing between buildings.

This was Cal’s favorite hour.

The hour after performance.

The city without makeup.

He walked beneath the railroad bridge near Reno Avenue while rainwater dripped from rusted steel beams overhead.

A train moved somewhere nearby.

Slow.

Heavy.

Invisible behind warehouses.

The sound rolled through the streets like distant thunder.

Cal opened the notebook again while standing beneath the bridge.

A loose page slipped free.

Typed, not handwritten.

A list of locations.

Dates.

Times.

Bricktown landmarks.

Canal.

Hotels.

Parking garages.

Train crossings.

Each entry paired with precise observations about crowd movement and behavioral patterns.

It looked less like journaling and more like surveillance.

Or research.

At the bottom was a final note:

Patterns become predictable after enough observation. Prediction becomes influence.

Cal stared at the page while rain tapped concrete around him.

Something about the wording unsettled him.

Not because it sounded dangerous.

Because it sounded true.


At 3:29 a.m., he saw the man.

Standing near the railroad crossing.

Tall.

Thin.

Dark jacket soaked by rain.

Watching freight cars pass slowly through downtown.

Cal approached carefully.

“You dropped this,” he called out, holding the notebook up.

The man turned.

Late forties maybe.

Sharp features.

Exhausted eyes.

He didn’t seem surprised.

“Did I?”

Cal stopped several feet away.

“It has your initials.”

The man smiled faintly.

“Does it?”

“You’re R.K.?”

The train thundered between them for a moment, steel shrieking against steel.

When it passed, the man said, “What did you think of the notes?”

Cal hesitated.

“They felt familiar.”

“That’s unfortunate.”

“Why?”

“Because it means you’ve stayed awake too long.”

Rain hissed against the tracks.

Downtown glowed behind them.

Cal studied him carefully.

“Who are you?”

“Observer,” the man said.

“That’s not an answer.”

“It’s the only accurate one.”


They walked together beneath the overpass while freight cars rolled endlessly beside them.

The man never gave a name.

But he talked.

About Bricktown.

About cities.

About systems.

“The interesting thing about entertainment districts,” he said, “is that they expose emotional logistics.”

Cal frowned.

“Emotional logistics?”

“Movement patterns based on loneliness, hope, boredom, alcohol, memory.”

“That sounds made up.”

“Everything sounds made up until it repeats.”

The man gestured toward downtown.

“Watch long enough and every city becomes predictable.”

They stopped beside the canal where rainwater rippled neon reflections into abstract colors.

“You ever notice,” the man asked, “how people slow down crossing bridges at night?”

Cal nodded slowly.

“I wrote that once.”

“I know.”

Cal looked at him sharply.

“What?”

The man smiled.

“You’re not the first person to study this place.”

A canal boat drifted silently beneath a bridge, empty except for the operator.

The city felt suspended.

Half real.

Half reflection.


“Why leave the notebook?” Cal asked.

“Because eventually observers need successors.”

“That sounds dramatic.”

“It’s midnight. Everything sounds dramatic after midnight.”

Cal laughed despite himself.

The man continued walking.

“You know why Bricktown matters?”

“Tourism?”

“Memory.”

The answer came instantly.

“This district keeps rebuilding itself into whatever the city needs emotionally. Warehouse district. Abandoned zone. Entertainment hub. Baseball neighborhood. Luxury apartment corridor.”

He glanced toward the old brick buildings.

“Cities survive by rewriting identity faster than residents can mourn older versions.”

Cal wrote the sentence down automatically.

The man noticed.

“There it is again.”

“What?”

“You don’t experience moments anymore. You archive them.”

That landed harder than Cal expected.

Because it was true.


At 4:02 a.m., they entered a parking garage overlooking downtown.

The rain had finally slowed.

From the top level, Bricktown stretched beneath them in wet streets and fading lights.

The Ferris wheel near the river glowed pale against low clouds.

Train tracks cut dark lines through the city.

Sirens echoed somewhere far away.

The man leaned against the concrete railing.

“Most people think cities are buildings,” he said.

“They’re schedules.”

Cal stayed quiet.

“Delivery routes. Shift changes. Traffic timing. Last calls. Freight schedules. Cleaning crews. Morning prep workers.”

He pointed toward downtown.

“Midnight is where all those systems overlap.”

Below them, a bakery truck turned onto Sheridan.

Lights flickered on inside a coffee shop preparing for dawn customers.

“You can feel the handoff happen,” the man said softly.

“The city changing shifts.”

Cal suddenly understood why the notebook felt familiar.

Not because the observations matched his.

Because the perspective did.

The obsession with invisible systems.

The hidden machinery beneath ordinary life.


“Who were you before this?” Cal asked.

The man laughed quietly.

“Before what?”

“Before wandering Bricktown at four in the morning writing philosophy notes.”

“Consultant.”

“For what?”

“Logistics.”

Of course.

Cal almost smiled.

The man continued.

“I used to optimize supply chains. Regional freight movement. Distribution timing.”

“What happened?”

“I realized cities behave exactly like transportation networks.”

Lightning flickered far west beyond the skyline.

“Everything moves,” the man said. “Goods. People. Emotions. Regret. Hope. Same principles.”

He looked directly at Cal.

“You’ve noticed it too.”

Cal didn’t answer.

Because yes.

He had.

For years.


At 4:31 a.m., dawn began leaking slowly into the eastern sky.

Not sunrise yet.

Just the soft graying that makes neon signs look suddenly exhausted.

Bricktown after midnight was ending.

The spell breaking.

Workers would arrive soon.

Coffee shops would fill.

Joggers would reclaim sidewalks from drunks and insomniacs.

The man picked up the notebook from Cal’s hands.

Then paused.

“No,” he said finally, handing it back.

“You keep it.”

Cal blinked.

“Why?”

“Because you’re still paying attention.”

Before Cal could respond, the man started down the parking garage stairs.

“Wait,” Cal called after him.

“What’s your name?”

The man stopped halfway down.

For a second, Cal thought he might answer.

Instead he said:

“Watch the trains.”

Then he disappeared.


At 5:02 a.m., Cal sat alone beside the canal again.

Morning workers moved through the district carrying coffee and keys and backpacks.

Street cleaners sprayed sidewalks.

The city was rebooting itself.

He opened the notebook.

On the final page, in handwriting shakier than the rest, was one last entry.

Bricktown after midnight is not about nightlife.

It is about transition.

People becoming different versions of themselves between darkness and morning.

Below that:

The ones who notice this never entirely return to daytime.

Cal closed the notebook slowly.

A freight horn echoed somewhere beyond downtown.

Long.

Low.

Ancient.

For the first time in months, maybe years, Cal stopped writing.

He just listened.

The sound rolled across Bricktown’s wet streets and fading neon and silent canal water, threading through old warehouses and empty patios and awakening kitchens.

Movement.

Systems.

Invisible connections.

The city breathing between shifts.

And as dawn finally arrived over Oklahoma City, Cal realized something that felt both comforting and dangerous:

Bricktown had been taking notes too.

Short Story: Friday Night Archive

The tapes smelled like mildew, cigarette smoke, and basement dust.

Darren Vrbka stacked them carefully on the folding table inside the old volunteer fire hall in Broken Bow, Nebraska. Gray plastic VHS cases. Handwritten labels in fading Sharpie:

MULLEN 1998
MERNA VS ANSLEY
STATE SEMIS 2001
ELK CREEK HOMECOMING

Every tape carried a little bit of somebody’s youth inside it.

Outside, late November wind rattled the loose metal siding of the building. Pickup trucks sat angled beneath yellow streetlights. The whole town had gone quiet after seven o’clock, the way small Nebraska towns always did once football season ended and winter started settling into the roads.

Inside, five men in their early forties stood around old card tables drinking gas station coffee and pretending they weren’t emotional.

“You still got the same haircut,” Cody Fischer said, pointing at the paused TV screen.

Darren looked up.

The image showed seventeen-year-old Darren standing on a sideline in shoulder pads that looked too large for his body, blond hair sticking out beneath his helmet.

“Hell,” Darren muttered. “That was before life hit me with a shovel.”

The others laughed.

Not loudly.

Middle-aged men rarely laughed loudly anymore.


They had all played 8-man football together in the late 1990s and early 2000s, back when western Nebraska towns still had enough kids to field teams and enough optimism to believe their sons might leave and come back successful someday.

Most never did.

Or they came back damaged.

Or divorced.

Or tired.


Darren repaired irrigation systems now.

Cody sold crop insurance.

Luis Ortega managed a feed store outside Kearney.

Benji Rother worked nights driving a gravel truck.

And Shane McCall—once the fastest quarterback in Custer County—walked with a limp from a construction accident that had ended his career before anything had really started.

Tonight was supposed to be simple.

Nostalgia.

Digitize the old tapes before they degraded completely.

A local history project.

That’s what Darren’s daughter called it when she mailed him the video conversion equipment from Omaha.

“Preserve your memories, Dad.”

Like memories needed preserving.

Like they weren’t already carved into these men permanently.


The first tape rolled grainy and distorted across the screen.

A cloudy Friday night in October 1999.

Tiny wooden bleachers.

Pickup trucks lined behind the field.

Teenage boys wearing oversized pads under weak stadium lights.

The footage shook constantly because somebody’s dad had filmed it while yelling at referees.

“Look at us,” Luis said quietly.

Nobody answered.

Because there they were.

Young again.

Fast again.

Alive in a way middle age never quite allowed.


“You remember that game?” Cody asked.

“Against Stapleton?”

“Yeah.”

Darren nodded slowly.

“Cold as hell.”

“Your nose got busted.”

“Still crooked.”

They watched themselves move across the screen.

The old option offense.

Dust kicking up beneath cleats.

The rhythm of small-town football before social media, before smartphones, before every mistake lived forever online.

Back then mistakes disappeared into cold air.


Benji fed another tape into the converter.

“State quarterfinals,” he announced dramatically.

“Watch Shane overthrow every damn receiver on earth.”

“Still won,” Shane muttered.

The tape crackled alive.

Crowd noise.

Helmet pops.

The low hum of Friday night electricity.

Then the game began.


At first everything seemed normal.

Exactly how they remembered it.

Shane scrambling left.

Cody catching a slant route.

Luis intercepting a pass near midfield.

Then Darren frowned.

“Wait.”

The room went quiet.

He pointed at the screen.

“Back it up.”

Benji rewound.

Static lines flickered.

The play replayed.

Third quarter. Two minutes left.

Shane dropped back to pass.

A defender blitzed untouched.

Shane spun away.

Then—

The footage distorted briefly.

Like tracking interference.

And for half a second another figure appeared near the sideline.

A player wearing an all-black uniform.

No number.

No logo.

Just black.

Standing perfectly still.

Watching the field.


“What the hell is that?” Cody asked.

Nobody answered.

Benji paused the tape.

The figure blurred in static.

Impossible to make out clearly.

Shane laughed nervously.

“Probably tape damage.”

But nobody really believed that.

Because the figure hadn’t distorted like the rest of the frame.

It looked…inserted.

Intentional.


“Run it again,” Darren said.

Benji did.

The figure remained.

Watching.

Motionless.

Then gone.


Luis folded his arms.

“That wasn’t there before.”

“You sure?”

“I watched this tape twenty times after we lost State.”

Darren looked at Shane.

“You remember anybody dressed like that?”

Shane shook his head immediately.

“No.”

But he didn’t sound certain.


Outside, wind scraped dead leaves across the parking lot.

Inside, the old fire hall suddenly felt colder.


They kept watching.

At first they tried joking again.

Normal conversation.

Talking about old coaches and girlfriends and who drank too much after graduation.

But something had shifted.

Everyone kept staring at the corners of the screen now.

Looking for movement.


Then another moment appeared.

Different game.

Mullen versus Ansley.

Fourth quarter.

Darren caught a screen pass near midfield.

The crowd roared.

The cameraman swung wildly trying to follow the play.

And there—

Again.

The black-uniformed figure.

Closer this time.

Standing near the far sideline.

Still motionless.


“What the hell,” Benji whispered.

Shane leaned closer to the television.

“Pause it.”

The frame froze.

The figure’s face remained hidden beneath shadow despite the stadium lights.

But now they could see something else.

It wasn’t wearing pads.

The shoulders were too narrow.

The proportions wrong.

Almost human.

But not quite.


Cody forced a laugh.

“Maybe some goth kid wandered onto the field.”

Nobody laughed back.


Darren stood up and walked toward the coffee pot.

His knees hurt now when he stood too quickly.

That annoyed him more than it should.

He poured stale coffee into a paper cup while trying not to think about the figure.

“You know what’s weird?” Luis said behind him.

Darren turned.

Luis pointed at the screen.

“That play never happened.”

Silence.

“What?” Shane asked.

Luis shook his head slowly.

“I’m serious. Darren never caught that pass.”

“Yes I did.”

“No,” Luis insisted. “You fumbled on second down before halftime. I remember because Coach Reynolds lost his mind.”

Darren frowned.

At first he wanted to argue.

Then something uncomfortable settled into his stomach.

Because…

Maybe Luis was right.


They rewound again.

Watched carefully.

The play existed clearly on tape.

Darren caught the ball.

Ran twenty yards.

First down.

Crowd cheering.

Completely real.

And yet none of them remembered it happening.

Not even Darren.


Benji looked pale now.

“That’s not possible.”

“No,” Shane muttered quietly. “It isn’t.”


The next tape was worse.


Homecoming game.

Rainy night.

The footage blurred constantly with streaks of water across the lens.

Halfway through the second quarter, the camera drifted toward the stands.

Parents under umbrellas.

Teenagers flirting beneath blankets.

Old men drinking coffee in insulated thermoses.

Then the black figure appeared again.

This time sitting alone in the top row.

Watching the game.

Watching them.


The tape emitted a sharp burst of static.

The screen warped violently.

Then another image appeared for less than a second.

Not football.

A road at night.

Headlights.

Rain.

And something overturned in a ditch.


The image vanished.

Back to the game immediately.


Nobody spoke.

The old heater rattled loudly in the corner.


Shane finally broke the silence.

“Do you guys remember Travis Lind?”

Darren looked up sharply.

Of course they remembered Travis.

Everybody did.


Travis had been their running back in sophomore year.

Fastest kid in town.

Funny as hell.

Died in a car accident after a playoff game in 2000.

Truck slid off Highway 2 during freezing rain.

Killed instantly.


“We’re not doing this,” Cody said immediately.

But Shane kept staring at the screen.

“That road,” he said softly. “That looked like where Travis wrecked.”

Nobody answered.

Because they all thought the same thing.


Darren rubbed his face hard.

“Okay. Enough creepy crap. Tape glitches happen.”

“Do they?” Luis asked quietly.

Darren looked at him.

Luis pointed toward the paused image.

“Because I don’t remember that guy at all.”


Neither did anybody else.

And in small-town Nebraska football, everybody remembered everybody.

Especially strangers.


Benji loaded another tape.

His hands shook slightly now.

“You know what’s really bothering me?” he asked.

“What?”

“The figure keeps getting closer.”


Nobody wanted to admit he was right.

But he was.


Early tapes showed the figure distant.

Near fences.

Top rows of bleachers.

Far sideline.

But as years passed, it moved closer to the field.

Closer to them.


The next tape confirmed it.

State semifinals.

Biggest game most of them had ever played.

Snow flurries under stadium lights.

The figure stood directly behind their bench.

Clearly visible now.

Tall.

Thin.

Black clothing that absorbed light strangely.

Watching the players.

Watching Shane specifically.


Shane swore quietly.

“What?”

“There,” he said.

He pointed toward the screen.

“Right before halftime.”

Benji rewound.

Played slowly.

The camera followed Shane jogging off the field.

For half a second, Shane turned his head toward the figure.

And nodded.


The room went silent.


“I never did that,” Shane whispered.

But even he didn’t sound convinced anymore.


Darren suddenly remembered something.

Not fully.

Just fragments.

A locker room.

Wet concrete floors.

Coach yelling.

And Shane sitting alone before one game talking quietly to someone.

Someone Darren couldn’t see clearly.


“You okay?” Cody asked.

Darren looked up.

“No.”


Outside, snow had started falling lightly across Broken Bow.

Inside the fire hall, the television glow painted everyone pale blue.

Middle-aged men staring into the graveyard of their own memories.


Luis stood slowly.

“I’m gonna smoke.”

“You quit ten years ago.”

“Not tonight.”

He stepped outside.

Cold wind rushed briefly into the room before the door shut.


Shane kept staring at the paused image of himself nodding toward the black figure.

Finally he spoke.

“There’s something I never told you guys.”

Nobody moved.


“My senior year…” Shane swallowed hard. “I started seeing somebody at games.”

Darren’s chest tightened.

“What do you mean seeing somebody?”

“I thought it was stress or exhaustion or whatever. But there’d always be this guy standing near the field.”

“The black uniform?”

Shane nodded slowly.

“I could never see his face.”

Benji whispered, “Jesus Christ.”


“I never said anything because it sounded insane,” Shane continued. “But every time I saw him, we’d win.”

The heater clicked loudly.

Outside wind rattled the walls.


Cody shook his head immediately.

“No. Nope. We’re not turning this into some ghost story.”

“I’m serious.”

“You probably imagined it.”

“Maybe.”

But Shane still sounded uncertain.


Darren sat back down slowly.

Because now pieces were returning.

Not full memories.

Sensations.

Unease before kickoff.

The feeling of being watched during games.

Certain plays feeling strangely predetermined.


Luis returned smelling like cigarette smoke and winter air.

“You’re all white as hell,” he said.

Nobody answered.


Benji pressed play again.

The game resumed.

Snow falling harder.

Crowd roaring.

Then the footage skipped.

Static exploded across the screen.

The image rolled violently.

And suddenly—

The camera angle changed.

No longer filming the field.

Now filming the players directly from behind the bench.

As if another person held the camera.


“What the hell?” Darren whispered.

The footage moved slowly between players.

Past coaches.

Past helmets.

Then stopped on Shane.

The black figure stood beside him.

Not threatening.

Not aggressive.

Just present.


And then Shane spoke.

Not to teammates.

Not to coaches.

To the figure.


The audio crackled badly.

But they heard enough.

Shane saying:

“Not tonight.”

The figure tilted its head slightly.

Then static consumed the frame.


The tape ended.

Blue screen.

Silence.


Nobody moved for nearly a full minute.

Finally Cody spoke.

“That’s fake.”

But his voice shook.


“It can’t be fake,” Benji replied. “These tapes sat in Darren’s basement for twenty years.”

Darren stared blankly at the television.

Because another memory had surfaced now.

The state semifinal game.

Halftime.

Shane disappearing briefly from the locker room.

Returning pale and distant.

At the time Darren assumed he’d been throwing up from nerves.

Now he wasn’t sure.


Shane leaned forward.

“I think…” He stopped.

“What?”

“I think there were games I don’t fully remember.”

Nobody answered.

Because they all suddenly understood the same thing.

There were gaps.

Tiny missing pieces scattered through all their memories of those years.

Things they’d never questioned before.


Luis rubbed his jaw slowly.

“You think maybe we got hit too hard too many times?”

“Concussions?”

“Maybe.”

But nobody believed that either.

Not fully.


Benji looked toward the stack of remaining tapes.

“There’s still more.”

Nobody wanted to continue.

Nobody wanted to stop.


So they kept watching.


And as midnight settled deeper over western Nebraska, the old tapes revealed more impossible moments.

Extra players appearing in huddles.

Voices on audio tracks no one recognized.

Sideline conversations nobody remembered having.

And always the figure.

Watching.

Waiting.

Drawing closer year by year.


Until the final tape.

Their last season together.

The final game most of them ever played.


The footage began normally.

Cold night.

Small crowd.

End of an era none of them realized was ending at the time.


Then midway through the third quarter, the cameraman zoomed accidentally toward the far sideline.

And for the first time, the figure’s face became visible.


Darren felt his stomach drop.

Because it wasn’t a stranger.

Not exactly.

The face looked wrong somehow.

Blurry.

Unfinished.

Like several faces layered together.

But they recognized pieces.

A little of Travis Lind.

A little of Shane.

A little of Darren himself.

Fragments of all of them combined into something incomplete.


Luis whispered a prayer under his breath.


Then the figure looked directly into the camera.

And smiled.


The tape stopped.

Not ended.

Stopped.

The VCR clicked loudly.

Blue screen returned.


Nobody spoke.

Snow fell softly outside.

The heater rattled.

Somewhere far down Main Street, a train horn echoed through the dark Nebraska night.


Finally Darren stood.

Slowly.

His knees cracking.

His shoulders stiff with age and fear and memory.

“What do we do with these?”

Nobody answered immediately.


Then Shane said quietly:

“I think we remember.”


And somehow that felt more frightening than anything they’d seen on the tapes.


“Black Velvet and Soccer Cleats”

Back in 1999, if you had told Kayla Hughes that one day she’d be the proud owner of a white Tesla Model Y with soccer balls rolling around in the back and three teenage boys arguing over Spotify playlists, she’d have thrown her clove cigarette at your head.

It was fall semester at the University of Oklahoma, and Kayla—then Kayla Montgomery—was the kind of girl who turned heads in every hallway for all the wrong reasons. Corsets over black fishnet shirts, platform boots with worn laces, spiderweb chokers, and makeup so dark she looked like she’d stepped off a Bauhaus album cover. Her hair was dyed raven black with streaks of crimson, and her nails were filed to short points, painted matte obsidian. The other girls on her dorm floor wore Abercrombie. She wore thrifted lace and old Ministry shirts she’d carefully cut into tank tops.

Every Thursday through Sunday, she and her friends piled into someone’s beat-up Civic and drove to underground clubs in Norman or sometimes up to Oklahoma City, where there was a slightly bigger scene. They weren’t just into goth; they were connoisseurs of the industrial realm—Nine Inch Nails, Skinny Puppy, Front 242, and of course, Marilyn Manson, whose post-Columbine controversies only made his music feel more vital and taboo.

Kayla had been there when Manson’s “Mechanical Animals” tour rolled through Dallas in 1998. It was everything she dreamed: fire, chaos, pounding basslines, and outfits that screamed apocalypse chic. The crowd was defiant, hungry. They weren’t just watching—they were part of it. After the Columbine shooting in ’99, when the media tried to pin the violence on black trench coats and Manson lyrics, she remembered the chill it put through her scene. Venues shut down. School counselors gave her sidelong glances. Her mom started praying for her.

But Kayla didn’t care. She knew it wasn’t about violence. It was about expression, about rebellion, about finding a space when you felt like you didn’t fit into sororities or Baptist youth groups or the relentless sunshine of suburban Oklahoma. Music was her sanctuary, and the sweaty, strobe-lit raves at old warehouses outside Norman were her cathedral. There were glowsticks, gas masks, mesh shirts, and girls dancing barefoot on broken tile floors. She remembered the way the beat of VNV Nation or The Prodigy could lift her off the ground.

It was at one of those raves where she met Ethan Hughes.

He was standing off to the side in a navy hoodie and jeans, sipping a warm beer and looking entirely out of place. She’d noticed his clean-shaven face, his wireframe glasses, his nervous hands fidgeting with his watch. He looked like he belonged in a computer science lab—not a warehouse with pulsating strobes and kids on ecstasy doing the robot.

“Lost?” she asked, smirking.

He looked her up and down, from the neon blue cyber falls in her hair to the black vinyl skirt and New Rocks on her feet.

“Maybe,” he said. “But the music’s not bad.”

They talked until 3 a.m. about everything—how he was majoring in electrical engineering, how she was in nursing school, how she could rebuild a carburetor but couldn’t stomach dissecting frogs. He was awkward and kind, fascinated by her world. She thought he was hilarious, even if he had no idea who KMFDM was.

Two years later, they got married in a courthouse, her black lace dress clashing with his khaki suit, and they drove to Eureka Springs for a three-day honeymoon in a bed and breakfast that had “ghost tours.” She loved that he didn’t try to change her, that he listened to The Cure with her in the car even though he preferred classic rock. He thought her Goth look was “really cute, actually,” but gently teased her about the six shades of black lipstick she kept in a makeup bag that looked like it had seen war.

After graduation, Kayla got her LPN license and took a night shift at a local rehab hospital in Norman. It was grueling but quiet in the right ways. She liked the stillness of 2 a.m., when most of the patients slept, and the world seemed to pause. She wore scrub tops with skull patterns, combat boots with non-slip soles, and snuck her earbuds in to listen to old NIN albums during rounds.

When Ethan got a job offer in Oklahoma City working for a company that specialized in smart grid technology, they bought a modest house in the suburbs and traded rave nights for Netflix. Then came the twins—Liam and Jonah—followed by a “surprise baby,” Micah, two years later.

The black nail polish got packed away. So did the corsets, the industrial mix CDs, the incense burners. But not all of it.

Now, in the summer of 2025, Kayla Hughes stands in the garage of her beige two-story house in Edmond, Oklahoma, rummaging through a plastic storage bin labeled “COLLEGE STUFF.” She pulls out a faded “Antichrist Superstar” shirt, the sleeves threadbare, the logo cracked. She holds it up to her chest and laughs.

“You gonna wear that to Micah’s soccer practice?” Ethan calls from the kitchen.

She grins. “Thinking about it.”

He walks in, still in his slacks and dress shirt, now loosened at the collar, sipping a LaCroix. His hair’s thinning now, but the glasses are the same. “You know I liked that look, right?”

“You told me I looked like a Hot Topic vampire.”

“I said adorable Hot Topic vampire.”

She rolls her eyes but leans in for a kiss. There’s a comfort in the way he still smiles at her like they’re 22, lost in a crowd of glowsticks and static beats.

Their boys, all tall and shaggy-haired, burst in moments later, arguing about who gets to ride shotgun. Jonah has a soccer ball tucked under one arm. Liam has an energy drink tucked under the other. Micah’s already trying to sync his phone to the Tesla’s Bluetooth.

On the way to the park, Kayla lets them play whatever rap-trap hybrid is popular that week. But when they hop out and start warming up, she scrolls through her phone and slips in her earbuds.

She still has a playlist—labeled Midnight Cathedral—and the opening strains of “Terrible Lie” by Nine Inch Nails pour into her ears like holy water. She remembers being eighteen, stomping through fallen leaves on campus, trying to ignore sorority girls laughing behind her. She remembers the sting of being different, but also the fire it gave her.

Now she’s forty-four. A nurse. A mom. A Tesla owner. And she’s still her.

She watches her sons chasing the ball under the Oklahoma sun, her black nail polish glinting faintly where it’s chipped. She smiles.

The world changed. She changed. But somewhere deep beneath the khaki shorts and PTA meetings, a part of her still burns in neon and static.

And when no one’s looking, she dances in the kitchen to old VNV Nation tracks, just to remind herself—once, she ruled the night.

Short Story: Common Ground

Title: “Common Ground”

In the fall of 2002, the rust-colored leaves blew in spirals across the brick pathways of Hensley College, a small liberal arts school tucked into a sleepy town in the Midwest. The campus still bore the subtle signs of post-9/11 tension—flags fluttered in windows, dorm rooms bristled with debates, and everyone, it seemed, had an opinion about what it meant to be American.

Ethan Walker was a sophomore, clean-cut with a Marine Corps dad, raised in a conservative Texas household where God, country, and discipline were as foundational as breakfast. He wore polos tucked into jeans, listened to country music, and had just joined the College Republicans.

Malik Thompson, also a sophomore, was from Chicago. His parents were community organizers, his bookshelf brimming with Chomsky, Baldwin, and Howard Zinn. Malik played guitar in the campus jazz band and had helped organize the peace vigil the previous semester, where students read poems and lit candles for Iraqi civilians.

They first met in “American Political Thought,” a course designed, perhaps cruelly, to place conflicting ideologies in a single, 12-person discussion circle. The first few weeks were testy—Malik dismissed Ethan’s defense of U.S. foreign policy as “blind nationalism,” and Ethan called Malik’s antiwar stance “unrealistic idealism.”

Then, one snowy afternoon in October, Professor Langford assigned a joint presentation: “What is Patriotism?” The professor, a Korean War vet with a knack for mischief, paired them intentionally.

Ethan dreaded it. Malik almost dropped the class. But they met—reluctantly—at the coffee shop near campus. They sat on opposite sides of a wooden table, arms crossed, steaming mugs untouched.

“So what is patriotism to you?” Malik asked.

Ethan stared into his cup. “It’s… sacrifice. It’s showing up when your country needs you.”

Malik raised an eyebrow. “Even if your country is wrong?”

Ethan hesitated. “Even then, yeah. You stay, and you try to fix it. You don’t just throw it away.”

Malik tapped his fingers. “To me, it’s holding your country accountable. Loving it enough to demand better.”

That should’ve ended it. But instead, they stayed. They talked for two hours. Then again two days later. They argued—but something shifted. Ethan began to understand the roots of Malik’s mistrust, the way his father was stopped by police on the South Side for nothing. Malik began to see that Ethan’s loyalty wasn’t blind—it came from watching his brother enlist and cry before deploying to Kandahar.

By the time of their presentation, they’d found a kind of middle ground: patriotism wasn’t a monolith. It was protest and service, critique and sacrifice. It was the tension between loving what is and believing in what could be.

They aced the assignment. But more than that, they kept talking—outside of class, at open mics, over beers in creaky dorm lounges. When protests against the Iraq War broke out on campus that spring, Malik marched with a sign quoting Langston Hughes. Ethan didn’t march—but he helped organize a forum where veterans could speak about their experiences, something Malik deeply respected.

They never agreed on everything. Probably never would. But in a time when the country was fracturing, Ethan and Malik became something rare: friends who listened. Who debated without hatred. Who knew that sometimes, the real battle wasn’t left versus right—but cynicism versus connection.

Years later, when they met again at a college reunion, they laughed about their first few arguments. Ethan brought his daughter. Malik brought a signed copy of his book on civic dialogue. They hugged. And they kept talking.

Short Story: A College Age Man with Autism and His College Age Friend with Schizophrenia

Title: “Maple Hall Roommates”

In the fall of 2003, Maple Hall at Andover College—a tiny liberal arts school nestled in the rolling hills of southern Indiana—buzzed with the awkward optimism of a new semester. Amid thrift-store couches and posters of Radiohead and The Strokes, students wandered between classes, clutching battered notebooks and dreaming in philosophy quotes and indie film dialogue.

Room 214 of Maple Hall had just been assigned two new residents: Owen Clarke and Mason Hill.

Owen was a computer science major with a love of vintage video games and a strict preference for routines. He had autism, and while socializing drained him quickly, he could talk for hours about Metroid or the elegance of code. He’d chosen Andover for its small class sizes and the quiet corners of its library.

Mason was studying studio art, though he rarely went to class. Diagnosed with schizophrenia the previous year, he sometimes drifted in and out of clarity. He heard things—whispers, sometimes songs—and painted to keep the noise manageable. His world ran on symbols, like the moths he believed carried secrets or the number seven he trusted too much.

When they first met, Owen noticed Mason’s unfiltered way of speaking and the scattered paint supplies across the dorm. Mason noticed how Owen always placed his toothbrush exactly parallel to the sink. They were, as their RA gently suggested, “an experimental pairing.”

For the first few weeks, they mostly coexisted in silence. Mason painted late into the night, headphones on, humming Elliott Smith under his breath. Owen coded quietly, keeping his side of the room meticulous and the lights dim. Their lives were parallel lines—close, but not quite intersecting.

The friendship began on a Wednesday in late September.

Mason had been having a hard morning. He hadn’t taken his meds, unsure whether they were making things worse. The voices were loud that day—telling him he was a fraud, that the buildings were watching him. He curled up on his bed, trying not to cry, but the noise wouldn’t stop.

Owen, unsure what to do but recognizing distress, slid a Game Boy Advance across the room toward Mason.

“It’s Kirby’s Nightmare in Dream Land,” he said quietly. “It helps me when I’m… overstimulated.”

Mason blinked at him, then slowly picked it up. He started playing. The music was bright. The controls were simple. The voices quieted.

After that, something shifted.

Mason began attending Owen’s weekly coffee shop trips—only on Thursdays at 3 p.m., as per Owen’s schedule. Owen, in turn, started asking about Mason’s paintings, especially the ones with intricate color patterns that reminded him of code. They’d sit by the window in the campus café, Mason sketching in his worn notebook, Owen sipping hot chocolate and sometimes, tentatively, sharing things—like how sarcasm confused him or why he wore headphones in the dining hall.

They developed rituals. Sunday movie nights with VHS tapes borrowed from the library. Mason would interpret the symbolism, and Owen would analyze the structure. They laughed at Donnie Darko and cried—both of them—at Good Will Hunting.

They didn’t always understand each other. Owen sometimes struggled when Mason spiraled into paranoia. Mason occasionally misunderstood Owen’s flat tone and mistook it for coldness. But they learned how to ask questions, how to give space, and when to lean in.

Once, Mason painted a picture of Owen—a tall figure standing in a forest of circuitry, holding a torch made of pixelated stars. He gave it to him without much explanation. Owen stared at it for a long time before saying, “This… feels true.”

By spring, they were no longer just roommates. They were friends.

Real ones.

Not despite their differences, but because of them.

Years later, when the world pulled them in different directions—Owen to a job in Chicago, Mason to an artist residency in Oregon—they kept in touch. The friendship held, like a quiet melody threaded through time.

And Maple Hall Room 214 remained a memory, vivid and strange and beautiful—like a painting made of code, or a game that teaches you how to heal.

Book Review: Journey to the Center of the Earth by Jules Verne

Jules Verne’s Journey to the Center of the Earth, published in 1864, is a pioneering work of science fiction that masterfully blends adventure, science, and imagination. As one of the founding fathers of science fiction, Verne invites readers into a world where the boundaries of scientific possibility are pushed to their limits.

The story follows Professor Otto Lidenbrock, an eccentric and determined German scientist, who discovers a cryptic manuscript. With the help of his reluctant but loyal nephew, Axel, he deciphers the message left by a 16th-century Icelandic alchemist, revealing a secret passage to the center of the Earth. Together with their stoic Icelandic guide, Hans, they embark on a perilous journey into an extinct volcano in Iceland.

What follows is a fantastical adventure through subterranean worlds filled with vast caverns, underground seas, prehistoric creatures, and natural wonders that defy the imagination. Verne’s vivid descriptions and meticulous attention to scientific detail—balanced with artistic license—make the reader feel as though they, too, are descending into the Earth’s depths.

One of the strengths of the novel is the dynamic between the characters. Professor Lidenbrock’s relentless curiosity and Axel’s anxiety create tension, humor, and growth. Hans, quiet and dependable, serves as the stabilizing force in their expedition. Their personalities contrast sharply, highlighting both the courage and folly of human ambition.

From a scientific perspective, the novel reflects the 19th-century understanding of geology and paleontology, which today feels outdated yet charming. Verne was known for grounding his fiction in real science, and while some concepts now seem fantastical, his effort to incorporate contemporary knowledge was revolutionary for his time.

Thematically, Journey to the Center of the Earth explores the human desire to uncover the unknown, the spirit of exploration, and the tension between rationality and imagination. It celebrates curiosity but also warns of the hubris that can accompany it.

For modern readers, the book may feel slower in parts, especially during the heavily detailed descriptions and scientific discussions. However, the sense of wonder and the sheer inventiveness of Verne’s world more than compensate.

In conclusion, Journey to the Center of the Earth is not just an adventure story—it’s a testament to the enduring power of curiosity and imagination. While science has since disproven the possibility of such a journey, the novel remains a captivating exploration of what could be possible beyond the boundaries of our everyday world. For anyone who loves adventure, science fiction, or classic literature, Jules Verne’s work is a timeless treasure.

Book Review: Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell

David Mitchell’s Cloud Atlas is a bold and breathtaking literary puzzle that defies conventional storytelling. First published in 2004, this genre-bending novel spans centuries and continents, weaving together six nested narratives that echo and reflect one another in ways both subtle and profound. It’s an ambitious work that challenges the reader not only to keep up but to consider the larger philosophical questions of time, identity, and the cyclical nature of human ambition and cruelty.

The structure of Cloud Atlas is perhaps its most talked-about feature. Each of the six stories is told in a distinct voice, genre, and era, beginning in the 19th-century South Pacific with the journal of Adam Ewing, and ending in a post-apocalyptic future with the oral storytelling of Zachry, a tribesman on the Big Island. The stories then mirror back in reverse order, completing each unfinished narrative. This nesting technique showcases Mitchell’s remarkable ability to write convincingly in a variety of styles: from historical fiction and epistolary narrative to dystopian sci-fi and postmodern comedy.

What makes the novel more than a clever literary stunt is the way the stories resonate with one another. Characters, themes, and motifs—especially the moral struggle between oppression and resistance—echo through the centuries. A comet-shaped birthmark appears across generations, hinting at reincarnation or spiritual continuity. Themes of power, exploitation, freedom, and the endurance of the human soul thread these stories together, suggesting that history doesn’t just repeat—it rhymes.

Mitchell’s prose is dazzling without being showy. Each narrative is finely crafted, and he balances deep emotional engagement with intellectual rigor. The future dystopias, especially the chillingly plausible corporate hellscape of “An Orison of Sonmi~451,” are as memorable as the genteel satire of the modern-day “The Ghastly Ordeal of Timothy Cavendish.”

Still, Cloud Atlas isn’t without its challenges. Its layered structure and genre-hopping can feel disorienting at first, and some readers may find the philosophical underpinnings heavy-handed. But those willing to invest will be rewarded with a novel that is both an imaginative tour de force and a meditation on humanity’s capacity for both destruction and redemption.

Verdict:
Cloud Atlas is a masterwork of literary innovation and emotional resonance. David Mitchell proves that the novel form can still surprise, challenge, and deeply move us. It’s a dazzling testament to storytelling itself—how stories shape who we are and how we endure.

More Mobile, Losing Weight, Spring Storms, and New Books by Zach Foster

Updates are in order. I can now transfer from my recliner to the bed to the wheelchair on a daily basis. I no longer have knee pain, but I do have some ankle pain. I have to stand up and sit down a few times over the span of several minutes before I can easily get rolling, especially if I have been laying down all night in bed.

In short, the knee pain that has been the bane of my existence for the past seven years is gone. Now I have to work on my ankle strength. To this end I’m starting an exercise routine I learned from a physical therapist to rebuild my ankles.

I haven’t weighed myself for a few months, but I think I’ve lost weight. I’m carrying less fat, especially around my stomach and thighs. My arms no longer jiggle. My shirts fit a lot better. The swelling in my crotch has gone down considerably. I know my apatite is smaller than it used to be.

One of the reasons for the fat loss in spite of the little physical activity, is for the strict diet I have. I limit when I eat and how much I eat. I still occasionally eat pizza, burgers, and friend fish. But I have cut back on portions. I large pizza can make at minimum two meals for me, more often three. I do like Long John Silver’s for their fish and corn balls. But it’s only a once-a-month tradition when my dad brings it home after he visits his doctor at the VA.

The weather is warming up and definitely feels like spring. We are having wildfires here in Oklahoma. Won’t be too long before we have thunderstorms and tornadoes every few days. The storms down here are really bad, especially the spring storms. Winter storms are more bearable even if they bring more ice than what I’m used to growing up in Nebraska. Whatever snow and ice we get in Oklahoma is gone within a couple of days. But 500 miles north in Nebraska, the snow can stay around all winter and it’s usually too cold for just rain turning to ice most of the times. Snowstorms dumping over a foot of snow are an annual occurrence back in Nebraska.

I recently uploaded an e-book to Amazon in addition to the Hillbilly Scholar one I already have. It’s called Blasting Mental Illness Myths by Zach Foster. It’s not up just yet as I loaded it only a few days ago.

This is the link to the Hillbilly Scholar e-book

https://www.amazon.com/Wisdom-Hillbilly-Scholar-Zach-Foster-ebook/dp/B005ESFWNI/ref=sr_1_1?crid=3BR1YVX065QOH&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.uACjiqLKg7iYywHEerIRWw.oEkfijpANSjGwxPnP5W80vUEWYv8vkD3FHYTL6VTGsg&dib_tag=se&keywords=wisdom+of+a+hillbilly+scholar&qid=1742162715&sprefix=%2Caps%2C94&sr=8-1