My back is essentially healed up by now. I can walk normal speed again and do my normal errands. I’m spending more time out of the apartment. Been to the park a couple times in the last week, chatted with a few neighbors, called a couple old friends, and gotten some sunshine. This was a far cry from where I was just three weeks ago. When I first hurt my back I didn’t leave my apartment for three days just from the pain. Fortunately I managed to keep myself occupied with computer games, reading, youtube videos, phone calls to friends and family, and watching soccer and basketball on tv.
I was following the Copa America tournament over the last several days. Been watching a little of the Euro 2016 tournament too. I saw all of USA’s games. I haven’t traditionally made it a point to watch much soccer except when USA is playing. I may be changing that as the US put up a decent showing until when they ran into Argentina. It helps that I have a nine year old nephew and a seven year old niece who are big soccer players. My brother encourages his four kids to do numerous activities. He won’t let them play football but I don’t blame him, especially with all the injuries. I hurt my back in a football game when I was fifteen and I couldn’t sit without pain for months afterward. Yet I didn’t tell the coaches or even my parents. I suppose it went with the whole macho mentality that pain is just a part of football. Plus playing football was the only thing I did in high school that most people considered normal. The older I get the more I feel guilty about watching football. It’s essentially people maiming themselves for my amusement. But I guess it’s not as bad as ancient Romans cheering while lions eat Christians. It’s just not as entertaining as it was ten to twenty years ago.
I still like baseball though. Don’t watch it every night like I used to. Even then I usually had it on in the background while I was doing chores, writing, reading, or doing something on my computer. I still participate in a fantasy baseball league with some old college friends and friends of friends. I met most of those guys when I was at Matt’s wedding in the Black Hills last July. So I finally got to meet some of the guys I’ve only known by their screen names. It is a competitive league but no money changes hands. And my Rockies are doing a little better than normal, just slightly below fifty-fifty.
I may have been limited for the last few weeks but I still managed to keep busy. And now that the back is cleared up I’ll be able to do even more. Fortunately I haven’t had any flare ups of the mental illness in the last month. I haven’t had any true flare ups since late March actually. The one main medication I am on was shown by the DNA test I took to be more effective than most for me. It certainly has proven that. I’m reading more again. I had been lazy about reading for a couple weeks when my back hurt real bad. I was watching educational videos on youtube and reading blogs instead. But it does feel good to see things falling back into place after weeks of hard work and rehabilitation.
My back has mostly healed by now. About the only time I feel any kind of pain is when walking longer than five minutes at a time. Probably doesn’t sound like much but ten days ago I was getting this shooting pains that felt like electric shocks in my back almost every time I stood up. I still haven’t gotten brave enough to try to sleep on my back. I’ll probably sleep in the recliner for another night or two. But today is the first day I haven’t put ice on my back at all for almost two weeks. I have definitely been limited by this back injury. I imagine I would have been fired for missing so much work had I still been working. Part of the reason I don’t mind not working; I can heal at my own natural speed.
I saw the chiropractor on Tuesday. She was happy that I was making good progress. She seems to think I’m recovering faster than normal. I don’t go back in for at least another month but that should just be basic maintenance. I’m glad I was able to get my back mostly cleared after only three visits.
The worst part about this back injury was I couldn’t exercise and I got lazy about my dieting. I’m sure I gained several pounds over the last two weeks. Today is the first day in awhile I’m tracking everything I’m eating again. It’s worked in the past. It’s the biggest thing that worked in the past. No reason it can’t work again.
The days have been kind of boring these last two weeks as I healed from my back problems. I played more Civilization 5 and Skyrim in the last two weeks than the previous three months. As much as I like computer games, even a geek like myself knows there’s far more to life than just sitting in front of a computer. I have been getting outside more the last three days. I make it a point to stand up every two or three hours and walk around for a few minutes. Ran some errands yesterday and bought a few shirts. Since I’m not fashion obsessed I can get by pretty cheap on clothing. Most of the stuff I get is pretty plain. I wear mainly t-shirts and occasionally polo shirts. I don’t have much for dress clothes since I worked mainly manual labor jobs most of my adulthood. I think I look like one of the hired thugs from ‘The Sopranos’ when dressed up anyway. Regardless my wardrobe was due for a few updates.
The back is almost completely healed. I probably have another few days of nagging pains. So I may be taking it a little easier until the weekend. Since I started tracking what I eat again (I had been lazy about that for several weeks), I’m ready to get back on track with the weight loss.
I’m still healing from my back pain. I’m able to walk short distances again. I was able to run some errands three days ago so I don’t really have to leave my apartment for the next several days. But since my back is clearing up I really think I should be back to normal within a few days. I’ve been sleeping in a recliner the last few nights to rest my back. The last time I try to sleep on my back I could barely get out of bed. My routine has definitely been thrown off since I hurt my back. And the worst part is I don’t know what I did to cause my back pain.
The weather has gotten much warmer just about the time I hurt my back. Haven’t been able to get out and enjoy it at all. I usually go to the park several times a week during the summer. Haven’t been able to do this for almost two weeks. Makes me feel like I’m missing out. But I can’t rush this recovery. I tried to rush things a few days ago and it set me back at least a day.
Been holding up mentally during most of this process. I’ve had a few moments of depression and irritability during those times of weakness. When I first hurt my back I thought I’d need two or three days of ibuprofen and ice and I’d be back to normal. Didn’t turn out that way. I haven’t had crushing bouts of depression during the last week and a half I’ve been mending from this injury. I’ve had more boredom than anything. But even with the boredom I haven’t called friends much during this injury. I just haven’t had much to talk about with my friends during the last several days. That’s probably the most depressing part of the whole deal. Being on the mend has made me really feel like I’ve lost connection to my neighbors, my community, and my friends. I haven’t done anything socially since I hurt my back. It really has been boring. Fortunately I haven’t had any relapse of the psychiatric problems in these last days.
I have pretty much spent most of my days playing computer games, watching youtube videos, and watching baseball games. Not exactly really thrilling but there’s only so much I can do until my back returns to normal. I have called my parents every other day to have some resemblance of a social life. I can’t wait until my back finally clears up. This certainly has made me appreciate my physical health more.