Got my covid vaccine on May 5th. Didn’t have any reactions. I signed up for a home health service and two nurses came to my place and gave me the vaccine in my home. I was told it would be probably two weeks before the vaccine was in full effect. Glad I got it done. It’s been a long strange trip since last March when I more or less went on volunteer self quarantine. Since I’m overweight and mentally ill, the covid could have been worse for me. But after staying close to home, wearing masks in public, avoiding crowded places like restaurants, and having my groceries and household supplies delivered, I’m starting to get ready to return to some type of normal.
Been sleeping more the last several days. Just been more on edge and irritable than usual. I usually leave my apartment only to pick up mail or do laundry, at least for the last week. We haven’t gotten much snow the last few weeks. Looks bleak and dead outside of my window with the gray skies and no snow.
I still keep in contact with family on an almost daily basis. My parents are getting their covid vaccines tomorrow. Then they’ll get their second round within a couple weeks. They are looking forward to being able to get out more and socialize in person. They’ve been doing zoom calls for everything for family gatherings to church services since this whole mess started.
I have been listening to audiobooks and watching history channels on youtube. Currently working on some Isaac Asimov right now. Haven’t been watching much for sports lately. Seems kind of extravagant to be watching ballgames when thousands of people are dying everyday in a worldwide pandemic. It’s just not the same watching games with really limited crowds. Looking forward to the Olympics this summer. I have no doubt Japan will be a great host. Hopefully we can get crowds back at events like baseball games and outdoor concerts by the end of summer.
I’m still amazed that several vaccines were able to get developed in only one year. Goes to show what can be accomplished when the stakes are high, funding is abundant, and the best minds in the world are focused on one single issue. Even though covid has infected and killed millions of people, I am hopeful that we can solve even bigger problems coming in the upcoming decades. If we can develop several vaccines for covid in only one year, maybe we can build colonies on Mars and reverse climate change. It’s amazing what can be accomplished when we as a civilization are focused.
Had an appointment with my psych doctor this morning. We did a conference with an app similar to Zoom. While my hometown has gotten it easy (so far) as far as the pandemic goes, my doctor offers this service to his patients. We didn’t make any changes and I’m supposed to see him again in two months.
Been reading much more lately. I not only read on my e-reader, but I am also reading some of my old hardback books. Reading some of my old poetry books for the first time in several years. I usually read in bed as it’s more comfortable for me.
Found out my neighbors are moving out. I’m sorry to see them go. We’ve had lots of people come and go this year. I recently celebrated my 14th anniversary in this complex. I’m now becoming one of the longest tenured residents in here. I admit I usually don’t pay much attention to the comings and goings of people unless they’ve been here for a few months.
Been staying up later lately. I usually stay awake until midnight and wake for good at 8am. I still wake up at least once in the middle of the night most nights. My aches and pains are less than usual lately. Even my morning aches and pains are more bearable. I usually take some advil in the mornings and that’s all I need.
Mentally I’ve been stable. I avoid most news channels and social media these days. I avoid the drama in my complex too. I no longer have the patience for drama and nonsense. I can’t remember the last time I watched cable news. Almost no one I know does anymore.
I’m now almost five months into weathering this pandemic. I can stay isolated for a long time if necessary. Able to do this with some planning and buying extra food and supplies every time I get paid.
It is Easter Sunday as I write this entry. Happy Easter to all my Christian friends and readers! Even though I haven’t been a regular attender of church services for several years, it just felt odd this year that attending Easter services and then going to my aunt and uncle’s farmstead for dinner and having my cousins’ kids hunt for Easter eggs and candy in my uncles large back yard wasn’t an option this year. I heard even the Pope delivered his Easter Mass to an empty Vatican this morning. But we are living in trying times that people will still be talking about even a century from now, much like we talk about the Spanish Flu outbreak of one hundred years ago.
We had a bad ice storm this morning. The power went down for over three hours. Luckily, the water still worked. I wrapped in blankets and read some while I waited for the power to return. Did some Skype with my mom and dad this afternoon. Their church hosted Easter services online. I heard that one of their church’s members died from coronavirus earlier this month. I called a college friend of mine today too. He said they had over twelve inches of snow in his hometown in South Dakota. Both he and his wife are teachers at the local high school. They are always busy with teaching their students online and taking care of their very active two year old daughter now. He and I are both missing baseball right now.
With the exception of today, the weather has been pretty decent and typical of early spring in Nebraska. It’s sunny during the days but still kind of chilly at night. I usually have my windows open during the daylight hours. Even though I don’t leave my apartment much besides picking up deliveries, I still get some sunshine through my open windows most days.
My neighbors made Easter dinner for me and a few other tenants this evening. Had ham and cheese. I don’t usually cook anything extravagant as I mostly cook only for myself. I am still good on non perishables like soup mix, peanut butter, honey, ramen noodles, and canned vegetables. I broke down and ordered some frozen meat through my supermarket. That’s supposed to arrive Monday afternoon.
My cleaning lady arrived on Thursday. She was wearing a mask and surgical gloves while she worked. I wore a facemask while she was at my place. I wear masks when I have guests or when I pick up deliveries. So far, I’m holding good on supplies even after a month of self quarantine. Back in early February, I was talking with my best friend and she mentioned that she was doing early preps in case things got bad. She lives in Denver and works in an essential industry. She’s out in this mess most days. But she keeps a constant supply of hand sanitizer on her person. A friend of mine who works in a pharmacy had to take a leave of absence from work because she was fighting sicknesses and has preexisting conditions that would have made coronavirus even worse.
I’ve been self quarantine for over a month now. I am still holding pretty well overall. While I occasionally have moments of flare ups and irritability, I haven’t had a full psych breakdown since before this mess started. I still take my psych meds every day. And I meditate and sleep more these days. I still lift weights most days. I eat healthy and avoid sugars for the most part. I have weathered the last thirty days well. Looks like I can look forward to at least another thirty days of self quarantine. Yet, I still feel hopeful overall. So far, we haven’t had mass unrest or civil problems, at least not here in the USA. I am also encouraged by how people are helping each other out more. I suppose the best I can do is stay home, stay sane, and write about my experiences. Hopefully I can be an encouragement to those not managing as well as I am.
Woke up shortly after sunrise this morning. Talked to mom for almost an hour. Wrote to some friends but haven’t gotten any responses yet. Talked to a college friend last night. He’s a school teacher and said that teaching online classes and watching his two year old daughter keeps him busy most of the time. Found out a friend of mine in Omaha and her husband are now both working from home. She said the only time she leaves her house is to get groceries and go to the pharmacy.
Still working on some classic literature. I try to read for at least an hour every day. Have gone easy on the coffee and tea for the last few days. I am usually less irritable on days I don’t have a lot of caffeine.
Ordered some groceries that are supposed to be delivered this morning. Meat is getting tough to find these days. I’m having especially hard time finding pork and chicken. I’ll probably be eating more soup until this crisis passes. I was able to find ice cream. Haven’t had ice cream since last autumn. Been craving sweets lately. So glad I have a jar of honey to cover this.
I still don’t watch much news. I do search youtube a little every day for videos with the theme of positives that are coming from the pandemic. One positive is that more places will be offering more work at home options. Another is that we, as a society, are realizing just how important people like grocery store workers, truck drivers, nurses, doctors, etc. really are. And the reason I’m able to stay calm in this crisis is largely due to internet and easy access to communications. I mean, I live on poverty level wages (at least for American standards) and I’m still able to weather the worst pandemic we’ve seen probably since Spanish Flu one hundred years ago. My life would be much harder if I couldn’t keep in contact with old friends, family, and order groceries for next day delivery.
Last day of March as I write this. I haven’t been outside in two weeks. The only time I leave my apartment is to pick up deliveries. Had a pizza delivery this afternoon. I was ready for a day without cooking.
I been reading more online articles. Been watching some youtube videos. Some of my favorite channels are the best of reddit videos. Haven’t been binge watching amazon prime yet. I may start that in a few days.
I slept most of yesterday afternoon. So I was awake most of last night. It was eerie how quiet everything was in the overnight hours. Things are much quieter now than normal even in daylight hours.
Oddly I haven’t been feeling much stress or anxiety lately. Maybe that was from getting my supplies earlier than most people. It helps I don’t have to run out to the stores every time I need something. Been getting home delivery for groceries and medications for three years. I was used to it before it became vital. And since my paranoia sometimes made me isolate for days at a time, being on self quarantine hasn’t been overly disruptive for me.
As of right now, I’m not running short on anything. I did have problems getting Lysol spray. I was lucky enough to find I had a spare can I forgot about under my sink. I didn’t horde hand sanitizer as I don’t normally go out in public for long periods of time. I definitely didn’t horde toilet paper.
Started drinking tea and coffee again. I usually have a cup of coffee with breakfast and a cup of tea in the afternoons. I have found that drinking just a plain cup of hot water often settles my guts. My grandma did this for years. Said it helped settle her stomach.
I talk to friends at least once a day. I call my neighbors every afternoon. I call my parents every morning. Some of the videos I watch on youtube are along the theme of tech advances that will come due to coronavirus. I also watch comedy shows too. Saw a couple Monty Python movies last week. Saw a couple George Carlin and Bill Hicks shows too. I’m thinking trying to find some old Eddie Murphy and Richard Pryor later this week. Thinking of finding some old Jeff Foxworthy too.
Been dressing pretty comfortable too. Most days I just were t-shirts and sweat pants. I do wear sandals when I have to venture out to pick up deliveries. I still take hot baths every morning. Those help loosen my joints and I think the humid air helps too. I don’t have any visitors other than my neighbor helping me with my laundry every Wednesday and my cleaner arriving every Thursday. Since I got my new hard flooring, I no longer need to have it vacuumed. I did buy a new broom and lots of Pine Sol. Seems to be less dust in my place now that I don’t have carpet for it to get caught in.
The days are getting longer and the weather is starting to warm. I usually run my furnace only in the overnight hours. I usually run the fan during the days. I’ve had my windows open a few times to let some breeze in. We’ve had quite a bit of rain the last several days. But the trees are starting to bud and the grass is starting to green. Spring is here.
Talked to my brother and my parents for quite awhile this afternoon. Found out they are having church over the internet during this crisis. My brother teaches Sunday School and did so over webcam this morning. Made some barbecue chicken for an early lunch. Spent much of the day playing computer games. Haven’t had any guests since my cleaning lady came on Thursday. Been watching youtube. Saw a couple movies on Amazon Prime this weekend. Saw a documentary on the history of the British Navy this weekend.
Been reading more this weekend. Talked to my best friend over the weekend. Said she doesn’t get out much other than going to work and walking her dog. She said she’s going to be working on a new painting in her down time. Sleeping a great deal this weekend. I lift weights every other day. I also do breathing and mediation twice a day. I’m still holding good on my food supplies. I get my disability pension in a few days. I won’t have to really buy much as my supplies are still holding out.
Haven’t left my apartment other than to pick up deliveries for two weeks. I am so grateful for internet and delivery services right now. I’d be in real trouble if this would have happened when I didn’t have easy access to internet or delivery. Saw a video on youtube this morning that said to the effect that had a pandemic like this happened in the 1980s, many people would have already lost their jobs as most places didn’t have the ability to work from home. My friend in South Dakota is teaching his classes online. Said he spends a couple hours a day answering emails from his students. And his wife is expecting their second child this summer.
Overall I’m still holding good mentally. I’m pleasantly surprised at how well I’m holding up. This is definitely a time of crisis when history is being made every day. It’s a stressful and sad time for all of us. I doubt the world will be the same once this pandemic clears. I have no idea how long I’ll have to self quarantine. Hopefully effective treatments can be discovered soon. Even with a possible vaccine going under trials right now, it could be over a year before it’s ready. Yet, it’s quite amazing how fast our scientists and doctors have been able to move on this. The first cases appeared in China in early December and only a few months later we are testing at least one possible vaccine. It’s amazing what can be accomplished with collaboration and easy communication.
It’s raining and overcast in my home town. On the surface it looks like a typical early spring day. Not much traffic on the highway outside my place. Bought some cleaning supplies yesterday. Been doing more reading these days. Contacted a few family members I hadn’t talked to in a while.
Still holding on alright mentally. I haven’t left my apartment except to pick up deliveries in almost two weeks. Been watching a lot of comedy and history channels on youtube the last few days. I try to check the news only a couple times per day. I’ll have to drop off my rent check in a few days.
Still sleeping a lot. But sleep is good for the immune system. And having to avoid people doesn’t bother me as much as it would most people. Overall things are still going alright.
Stayed up later than usual last night. I was chatting with an old friend via facebook. Woke up to a foggy and damp morning. Had my cleaning lady arrive yesterday. So I’m set for a few days. Had to order some cleaning supplies and those should be coming this afternoon.
I’m making a point of reading the news only once or twice daily. I saw that the Prime Minister of England has now tested positive for covid 19. Other than that I haven’t read much. I haven’t been feeling sick or anything like that. Maybe the self isolating is helping.
I have been reading more. I guess I’m getting burned out on looking at a computer or tv screen much of the time. I make it a point to do meditation and breathing exercises at least twice a day.
At this point I’m still holding up well. Just waiting and taking everything one day at a time like most of the world at this time.
Haven’t left my apartment in a little over a week. I did pick up a couple deliveries to my place. Other than that, I don’t have visitors other than a neighbor who helps me with laundry every Wednesday and a cleaner who arrives every Thursday. I have been able to stay stable through the whole virus scare. I try not to read the news more than a couple times a day. I avoid even youtube news sites. I do watch some comedy channels and listen to music. I play some computer games a little every day. Civilization 5 and Empire Total War are my two favorite PC games now. My favorite PlayStation games are Skyrim and NCAA Football. I’ve also played some Modern Warfare and Black Flag as a change up.
The latest news I’ve heard is that the summer Olympics have been postponed until 2021. But the Olympics were canceled twice during World War 2 and once during World War 1. This seems to me the first time in human history that all nations are fighting against a common enemy at the same time. Even the Bubonic Plague of the 1300s took several years to spread across Asia and Europe and didn’t effect the Americas. With as easy as trade and travel are in our day and age, it was only a matter of when something like this would happen. Fortunately we got to working on possible treatments and even vaccines within weeks, rather than months or years in past generations.
I remember what my sister in law said when she noted our grandparents were asked to go to war during a major crisis. We are asked to stay home during our crisis. We can do this.