It’s been quite awhile since I last wrote. Updates are in order. Got my covid vaccine two weeks ago. So I’m more comfortable hosting guests in my apartment. My neighbor drops in usually every afternoon and we chat each other up. Found out a few of our tenants might have to leave from getting behind on rent. I’m glad that’s one thing I never did no matter how financially stressed I became. Granted, living in adjustable rate low income housing is a bonus.
I’m still mentally stable. I usually go to bed at 11pm and usually wake up for good at sunrise. Been watching alot of science and tech talks on youtube the last few weeks. I have gone easy on the audiobooks for the last couple weeks. I do read alot of articles online from many different sources. The information to be well informed is out there even if I have to spend some time looking for it.
Diet wise, I usually eat only twice a day. My biggest meal is always lunch. I found if I eat a protein rich lunch at 11am, I’m usually good to go until having a smaller meal at 5pm. I almost never eat sugar or carb rich food. Sugar can make me feel lethargic and irritable. As much as I love coffee, I limit myself to only one cup per day. Too much caffeine can make me irritable and short tempered. The only time I eat fast food is when I have family as guests. Fast food no longer agrees with me. It just makes me sluggish and gives me upset stomach. But stomach problems run in my family. My grandma had Chron’s Disease and both my mom and one of my aunts have stomach problems.
I don’t spend much time on facebook these days besides socializing with close friends and a couple cousins. It’s best if I don’t just scroll all evening. I think more people are learning to balance it as opposed to a few years ago.
I leave my windows open all the time unless we’re getting heavy rain or wind. I still wake up kind of chilly in the morning. But it is good sleep weather.
Haven’t had much to report lately. Been pretty quiet as far as the illness goes. The rest of my life has been pretty quiet too. Sleeping more than usual lately. I sleep a few hours in the overnight and then usually nap in the afternoons.
Feeling pretty stable overall. Haven’t had much for even minor flare ups. I think it helps that I’m avoiding negative people and news. I have also been two weeks without coffee, which is probably the longest I have gone since my college years. I am convinced caffeine was effecting me more than even a few years ago. Now that I’m in my late 30s I find there are some things that effect me more than previously. I think caffeine is one of them. I also no longer like sugar or carbs as much. I pretty much crave meat and vegetables anymore.
I just don’t have a lot to report. I’m happy it’s football season and cooler weather is near. I also look forward to the baseball playoffs in October. Fall is my favorite time of year for sports and spring is probably my favorite time of year overall.
I think I’m finally breaking out the depression and anxiety fuel irritability that I have been fighting for almost two weeks. Got some good sleep the last few days, granted at odd times. I still sleep eight hours a day, but I usually sleep from 8pm to midnight, rattle around for a few hours in the middle of the night, then sleep from 4 am to 8am. Even though I have an odd sleep pattern anymore, everything isn’t going completely bad. I started lifting arm weights in my home about two weeks ago. The first couple sessions were tough as I hadn’t lifted regularly for over a year. But I think it’s beginning to come back. Picked up some multi vitamins, fish oil pills, etc. the last time I bought groceries. I have to think some of my lethargy, aches and pains, etc. were made worse by an unbalanced diet. For most of the winter I ate lots of lean meats, some soups, yogurts, canned vegetables, rice, and occasional baked potatoes. I wasn’t getting much for fresh fruits or vegetables this winter. So I been eating more fresh fruits and vegetables lately. I’m beginning to notice a positive difference. I don’t have as many unexplainable aches and pains and I feel mentally sharper and less scattered overall. My favorite fruit is probably red grapes. My favorite vegetable has to be tie between green peas and carrots.
I still don’t travel outside of my hometown due to the flood problems. Many places are still cleaning up and still in danger of even more flooding. I won’t be surprised if food prices start going up later this year. It’s been pretty rough for a lot of people but I have been spared much of it so far.
It’s been a little over a week since I started tracking what I eat and exercising every day. It took some adjusting but I am finding myself eating less and getting more physical activity after only one week. It was cool enough today I was able to walk outside after dinner. I’m still out of shape compared to where I was one year ago but I am making progress. I definitely got rusty and out of practice during the weeks I was limited because of my back. I’m beginning to get back on track with my exercise again. It feels like an uphill battle as I have been forced to be inactive since late spring. But I have won battles like this before and I can do so again.
I’m beginning to spend more time outside of the complex again. I chatted with some of my neighbors this afternoon while avoiding the grouches. It can be kind of tough avoiding grouchy people in the tight quarters my complex offers but it can be done.
Some things I have found myself doing these last several days is avoiding sugar and eating more vegetables. I still get cravings for carbohydrates but I have met this need by adding more rice to my diet. I cook most of my own meals and I have found I feel more clear and less depressed on days I don’t eat lots of wheat or fast food. I still like the occasional delivery pizza but I have found I’m not as weighed down and bloated if I order the thin crust pizza as opposed to traditional. I still get upset stomach and feelings of lethargy when I eat lots of breads or pastas. So I wouldn’t be much fun dining at a high end Italian restaurant 🙂 I haven’t had much soda pop over the last several days. I think I’ve had only two diet sodas in the last ten days. I still get caffeine in the form of coffee and iced tea. I guess caffeine is one of my guilty vices. But I do feel mentally less irritable and less sluggish on days I don’t drink soda pop, even diet soda pop. I really can’t drink too much regular soda pop because of too much sugar. I do like Mexican Coca Cola when I go to Mexican restaurants though. But that is only a rare treat.
I have spent most of the summer more inactive than I would have liked. As a result I have gained some weight and lost a lot of my stamina. But things are starting to come back after a week of exercise and better diet.