Another week has come and gone. Besides seeing my psych doctor I haven’t been out too much. But it looks like our cold spell is over and it’s supposed to more bearable for the next several days. Our snow and is ice is melted. So getting around town is easier now. I spent an entire week without driving because of the snow and ice early this month. I was starting to feel kind of confined and needing to get out. Even I have times I just need to leave my fortress.
Been chatting with friends over facebook more lately. Made some new friends in my techie groups and kept in contact with friends and family. For awhile I was getting discouraged that I wasn’t hearing from my friends and family as often as I would like. But then, I wasn’t posting on my personal site much besides promoting my blog. Socializing is much like investing; no deposits, no returns.
Haven’t been reading much besides online articles and blogs lately. The thing is I read as much, or even more, than I have in years past. But I don’t read much for hardback print books. The things I enjoy reading about now are science, tech, geopolitical, and medical news articles and essays. Haven’t even listened to long audio books for weeks.
Sleep patterns have changed too, this time for the better. Most nights I go to sleep around nine or ten pm and wake up for good at four or five am. I still get my handful of quiet hours, I just get them in the early morning rather than the middle of the night. Been this way for a few weeks now. And it seems it takes more to make me irritable and paranoid ever since my sleep patterns changed.
Still haven’t made any concrete plans for Christmas. I may go to my parents’ new house in Oklahoma. But weather can be so unpredictable and dangerous for travel this time of year in my part of the country. I guess I don’t have any gift wishes this year. The PlayStation 5 won’t come out until next year at the earliest. I would like a new gaming console as the one I have is several years old and showing it’s age. One of my nephews recently bought a VR headset after saving his chore and odd job money for months. Personally, I’m waiting a few years until the quality improves and the prices drop at least 50 percent from what they are now. One thing about information and computer tech, the first versions are usually expensive and clunky (think cell phones from the 1980s or televisions from the 1950s), and after a few revisions they become inexpensive and every one has them. My cell phone is a $99 Wal Mart special smart phone. Yet, as far as computing power goes, it’s far better than the $2000 desk top computer I got for college back in 1999. Too bad the costs for things like housing, automobiles, and education didn’t drop with time like computer tech.
As it is, I’m enjoying this holiday season. The college bowl games start tomorrow, so there will be games on almost every day until New Year’s. That’s what I’ll be doing for awhile.
After several days of colder than average weather, it finally warmed up a little today. At least it warmed enough for me to run some errands. It feels good to be able to leave my apartment again without worrying about frostbite. I had spent several days staying at home, watching college football, playing computer games, but doing little of anything else. I need to get back into some regular routines. To that end I started lifting weights again today. I had been lazy about lifting this summer and fall. I had been quite lazy about exercise ever since I hurt my back. Sadly I gained back the weight I had lost a few years ago. I’m starting over in this regard. I know I can lose the weight again, it’s just a matter of doing so.
Still not sleeping as much as I used to. Which is alright with me as I used to sleep twelve hours a day during the summer. Now I’m getting like six hours a sleep every night. Yet I still feel quite rested. And I usually try to take an hour nap in the afternoon. Even with my reduced sleep, I rarely stay up all night now. Used to be I stayed up all night three nights per week and then sleep in the mornings. My sleep is returning to more normal patterns.
Been spending a little more time on social media the last few days, mainly to find out about people’s holidays’ plans. I don’t know if I’ll be back on facebook and twitter more from now on. It seems to me that many of my friends have just gotten burnt out on all the drama and fighting that has been so prevalent for the last few years. I wound up unfollowing many people because of the drama, including family members. So much for making people more connected. I think the older I get, the less use I have for drama and nonsense and the more uses I have for logic and intelligence.
Now that the weather is starting to break out of the cold spell and the holidays are over, I am at a crossroads. I realize I now have more freedom than I used to. During the holidays I avoid the stores because of the crowds and loud Christmas music and too bright displays. I’m also at a loss now that I won’t have much going on until spring. January through April has always been a slow but stable time of year for me. Mentally I am usually my most stable during the winters. And I usually get a lot of reading and writing done during the colder parts of year. I admit I love to read for my own enlightenment more than I do my entertainment. I consider learning entertainment. I know I am weird in that regard. But learning new things gives me joy, I don’t care if being an intellectual makes me a social outcast.
Since the holidays are now over, I can get back to some resemblance of normal routines. I plan on doing many audiobooks on youtube this winter. I’m thinking about using my Khan Academy account to learn some subjects I wish I had taken when in school. And I plan on doing more outside my apartment so I can have more material to write about. Overall I plan on making 2018 an excellent year.