Got to have a short, but decent, chat with my best friend yesterday. First decent chat I had in awhile. Even though we’ve been friends for years and both of us have had problems with depression and burnout lately, it was amazing how we were able to pick up like we never left off. She, like myself, has been having problems with depression and anxiety for awhile. We are both distressed by people who have misplaced priorities. But we were able to chat, primarily about literature and novels made into movies. I had been chatting with her a little every day most days. But it felt especially enriching for some reason yesterday, even if the conversation was only for a few minutes.
I also reestablished contact with some of my tech enthusiasts’ groups on facebook. And the conversations were actually quite civil. I had been avoiding most of my groups for the last few weeks as some of them had become nasty and brutish. It seems that the larger the group on facebook, usually the greater the chance for a lack of civility. That’s why I usually don’t participate in large discussion groups. I usually look for niche groups with fewer than a few thousand followers. I felt fortunate to have a decent conversation for the first time in weeks. It’s quite amazing how much can be accomplished when people stop tearing each other apart and actually attempt to show decency and compassion.
Compassion and decency aren’t as valued as they should be, at least not recently. I never understood the idea that insulting and demeaning people would somehow motivate them to action. It inspires the opposite in me. It shows to me that you are a brute and not worth my attention or effort. I don’t care if you do outrank me and are in a position of power. I have never respected people who abuse their power. I never will. I temporarily tolerate jerks and blowhards only when I have no choice. Most people I know are the same way. We may “yes sir” or “no ma’am” a jerk in power when we have no choice. But in private, among our friends and families, we make it clear we don’t respect people like that. In the long run, most people won’t respect or love people who are arrogant and abuse their positions. What a person sends out to the cosmos and their fellow humans tends to come back to them on a long enough time scale. I understood this even as a child. I tolerated bad and abusive people only when I had no choice. I certainly didn’t respect them. And once I had an opportunity to be rid of such people, I took full advantage of it. What abusive and arrogant people condemn as being a ‘nice guy’ was considered ‘honor’ and ‘chivalry’ in previous ages. It’s time to bring back the concept of honor.
In short, it’s quite amazing what one can accomplish just by treating other people with decency, respect, and honor. Just a few minutes of conversations involving mutual respect rather than trying to insult, preach to, or shout down others was enough to recharge my batteries and undo a long string of abuse at the hands of brutes and fools.