It’s been colder than normal December, especially the last several days. So I’ve pretty much stayed home, caught up on my reading, watched some videos on youtube, and played some computer games. I’ve even eaten less these last several days but did rediscover my caffeine habit through coffee and diet soda pop.
Mentally I have felt surprisingly stable in spite not being able to get out of my apartment complex. We haven’t had the bad snow that many places have but it’s just been so cold. I’m pretty much content to curl up under a blanket and read most evenings. But I haven’t had problems with anxiety, depression, or hallucinations for a long time. I think it helps that I have made it a point to avoid the mall and Wal Mart this Christmas season. I just don’t like crowds, bright lights, and loud music even on a good day. I can’t imagine how tough sensory overload is for autistics during the holidays.
In spite the cold I still keep in contact with friends and family. I’m calling someone at least once a day and I drop into Facebook a few times a day to check on friends and family. I have been on Facebook more since the end of the election. I’m so glad that people have more or less settled down from that madness. It was actually quite unbearable for awhile knowing that every time I logged onto Facebook I was going to get a sermon from my friends about how the Republicans or Democrats were going to be the death of us all. I just got so sick of hearing about it that I let many of my social connections go by the wayside. I’m only now beginning to socialize again.
Christmas will be here soon. I’m looking forward to the return to normal. 2016 has been anything but normal for me. Spent the first part of the year in chiropractic treatment. Got burned out not the election even before the end of spring. Spent the entire summer out of commission with a bad back. Spent eh fall depressed and angry about how irritable and angry my friends were about the election. And now I’m dealing with the stretch run for the end of the holidays. My life has been unsettled since my car accident last October. I’m just ready for things to settle down again. I’m sick of all the needless drama and upheaval.