Been doing alright the last few days. Staying close to home except to meet delivery people on ground floor of my complex. It gives me a reason to leave the house. I usually get a few deliveries per week, whether it’s groceries, items I order through Amazon, or the pizza guy.
I’m getting new flooring next week. My parents are visiting for the weekend too. I’m also getting my walls repainted and having some work done in my bathroom. I’m actually happy about getting a new toilet. Yes I am middle aged. I’m looking forward to having my place remodeled, but I am not really looking forward to having be out of my nest for a few days. But I can put up with it to have the problem solved for 15 years.
The weather is starting to warm up. The last few days it hasn’t been below freezing except at night. The snow we had over the winter is melted. The tree outside my window is starting to bud. And the migratory birds are coming back. I often hear geese flying overhead and my town is a big spot for cranes returning this time of year. When I still had a car, I’d drive around out on the county roads near the river and just look for cranes. They would just be sitting in the fields and be so thick you couldn’t see the grass.
Baseball season starts in a few weeks. My fantasy league draft is in a week and a half. I haven’t done very well the last couple years. My best finish was a second place finish in a league of twelve a couple years ago. Hopefully the Rockies can do better this year. Regardless, I am ready for some spring.
It has been a long winter for me even though I haven’t had breakdowns since before Christmas. I did a lot of reading over the last few months. I usually pass my days with reading, computer games, staying in contact with family and friends, and keeping up with my neighbors. I usually see my neighbors once or twice a day. They usually make dinner for me once a week. They make some excellent Mexican dishes.
I usually do most of my own cooking. I think it’s been two years since I ate at McDonalds. I just don’t really like fast food that much anymore. Makes my stomach unsettled. And I’m a pretty decent cook, at least for myself. I can make some pretty good bratwursts and barbecue chicken on my electric grill. I don’t do much baking as I don’t eat much bread or carbs anymore. I eat a lot of grilled meats, vegetables, and soups. Pretty simple tastes I suppose.
I don’t drink as much caffeine anymore. I usually have a cup of coffee with breakfast and that is often it. I sometimes get jittery and irritable on days I have too much coffee. Plus I am convinced it makes my muscles tight and makes me breathe harder. An uncle of mine rarely drank anything with caffeine because he said it “cuts your wind”, meaning it made him breathe hard.
Don’t use social media much except to keep in contact with close friends and family. I had to cut down my friends list and change some of the settings because it was getting too overwhelming to manage. It’s not that I am upset with people, it’s that I can still contact them if needed. The good thing about facebook is that it’s easy to drop in on old classmates. I do my best to avoid being part of arguments. I already have too much chaos running around my mind to intentionally add to it. Sadly, mental illness has put limits on my ability to socialize.