It’s been a pretty quiet last several days for me. I haven’t been having much for depression and anxiety. I admit to not getting out of my complex much for the last week or so. Need to run some errands but I have been putting them off. While I haven’t been suffering from depression or delusions lately, I also haven’t felt much need to leave my apartment complex this week. I did spend some time outside this morning cleaning out my car and just enjoying the early fall. The leaves are starting to turn even though it’s been warmer than normal for a week. Sometimes no news is good news.
I see my psych doctor next week. Things are going alright mentally so I don’t see much need to change anything medication wise. I haven’t been taking the anti anxiety medication regularly for a few weeks. I might even be able to go off the anti anxiety medication entirely. I have made it through the traditionally worst parts of the year for myself.
October is usually a good time of year for me. The weather is cooling off, football is in full effect, playoff baseball is going on, and I have always liked Halloween. Some years I volunteer to hand out candy to kids that come to our complex. We don’t let the kids go from room to room, so we just give them candy at the main entrance. I think I’ll volunteer for it again this year.
Things have been going quite well for me. I have taken steps to lower anxiety and stress in my life during the last few weeks. I meditate some every day. I am taking a daily multi vitamin. I avoid stressful and irritable people. I keep in contact with friends and family. I don’t watch the cable news and have edited my news settings on my internet to where I don’t get much for bad news. I don’t think I need to know and worry about every travesty and tragedy that goes on. I also don’t think modern times are more violent and immoral, they’re merely more televised. If it’s not happening locally I try not to worry about it as there really isn’t much I can do about things happening halfway across the world.
All in all things have settled down and stabilized during the last few weeks. I feel mentally stable and content. It’s been going well and I see no reason for things to not continue to go well.