Since the holidays have come and gone, things are starting to slow down and return to normal. At least, things are as normal and quiet as a life with mental illness is going to get. Haven’t felt anxious or irritable for a few days. Things are more quiet then they’ve been in months.
Went to the Wal-Mart yesterday for the first time since early November. I have avoided large box stores and the mall during the year end holidays for a few years. I buy from local stores to avoid the crowds. I worked as a retail clerk during the Christmas rush about a dozen years ago. It gave me a renewed appreciation for retail workers and anyone who works in customer service. I didn’t deal with some of the horrors that minimum wage service employees in many places but I still have a few stories. Anyone who has worked in retail or low wage service jobs has stories. I think someone could have a decent book or blog idea if they’d go undercover and work as a retail store clerk or fast food worker for a couple years and take notes everyday. It might even open some eyes much the same way Upton Sinclair’s ‘The Jungle’ did about conditions in meat packing plants.
As out of the ordinary as holidays have been in the past, I’m always glad for a return to normalcy. Quiet and normal routines are good for those of us with mental illness. Been back on my diet and exercise routines for a week. My back is feeling good as new after two full months of chiropractic treatments. I have only three more full treatments left. I’m back to doing arm weights again.
Been reading more too. Currently working through two print books and one audiobook on youtube. And I ordered three more books through amazon with Christmas gift cards. Should keep me occupied book wise for the rest of winter. I never really could get into fiction books, unless it was a classic or historical fiction work. I can’t even write good fiction or suspense. When I was in grade school, our teacher wanted us to write some kind of ghost story for Halloween. Mine was more comedy than drama. I don’t read fantasy. I wasn’t into C.S. Lewis, J.R.R. Tolkien, or even Dr. Seuss as a kid. I was into science and history books but not real heavy into science fiction. I have read some old Jules Verne, a little Isaac Asimov, and recently some Corey Doctorow audio books and stories. I have always found what really happened more interesting than fantasy.
Since I can’t spend as much time outdoors now that it’s winter, I’ve been messing with computer games more. Unlike books, I do like fantasy video games like Skyrim and the Final Fantasy series. But my favorite video and computer games are Sim City, Railroad Tycoon, and Civilization. So I suppose even in my mindless entertainment I still like brain builder and strategy games.
My life is starting to return to some resemblance of normal. After months of stressors and setbacks the normalcy is much appreciated.