We are still in the middle of winter in my hometown. Got a couple inches of snow on top of the glaze of ice a couple days ago. Haven’t really gone anywhere since the snow. Driving on ice kind of makes me afraid these days, more so than in the past. I guess since my car accident I have been more afraid to drive. I think that wreck messed me up more than I cared to admit, especially at first. Fortunately I don’t have to drive much if I don’t want to anymore. Most of what I need I can get here in town in less than a fifteen minute drive or even have it delivered to my house. I usually get my groceries delivered twice a month. I still sometimes run to the store if there is something I forgot. I admit that it’s been over a year since I set foot in a Wal Mart or Target. If I need something from those places bad enough, I usually order through Amazon or any other service. I usually special order my clothing via a big and tall men’s online store. Since I am a large man, sometimes finding a wide variety can be tough. The store where I previously bought most of my shirts and pants here in town closed a little over a year ago. In short, I can buy almost everything I need online anymore besides fuel for my car. The only time I write checks is when I pay my rent at the beginning of the month.
None of this would have been possible when I was in high school back in the 1990s. I didn’t even have an email address until I was a senior in high school, much to the shock of my nephews and niece. I rather enjoy shopping online I admit. Since I am much more a visual learner than auditorial, it is far easier for me to see the selection presented in an online format or even an old catalog than hearing about the specials over the phone or even talking to sales people in person. I used to work in sales when I was in my twenties. It used to be frustrating to me to lose sales because we didn’t have what my clients wanted in stock or it was the wrong color or style. We were only beginning the special orders online back in the early 2000s. Now I would feel almost naked in public without these options. Yet, as much as I enjoy shopping and interacting online, I do understand why some people lament the loss of going shopping, socializing, etc. in person. I used to do all my banking in person for years. But, as simple as my finances are, I can easily do every online now. The only reason I would need to set foot in my local bank is to buy quarters for my coin operated laundry machines in my complex. And I imagine it won’t be too many years before we go to the scan cards or something similar. I usually don’t buy much with folding money anymore, which makes me kind of strange in my family and in the small town I live in. I know some people in big cities have gone all digital money in most cases anymore. Even my cleaning lady accepts PayPal for her services.
I still read as much as I did in years past. It’s just now it’s more online articles, ebooks, and audiobooks now. Currently working on a couple audiobooks and a couple ebooks. I’m currently reading an English translation of the Quran and the Epic of Gilgamesh. I have read the King James Bible cover to cover when I was in college as well as some of the works of Sun Tzu and Confucious. I guess I have recently gotten more interested in foreign cultures than even previously. I have seen a few documentaries on ancient Egypt and Sumeria as well as some on Native American civilizations before the arrival of the Europeans. I have always loved learning and reading. I understand why some things aren’t covered in traditional school, sometimes because there just isn’t enough time to cover everything that could be enlightening and beneficial. If I were to die an unexpected premature death, I would hope to be found with a book in my hand or in front of a computer with a scientific article on the screen.
I admit to loving learning, sometimes just for my own enlightenment. Some may consider this intellectual vanity, I don’t know. But I will say that having easy access to the collected knowledge and wisdom of human civilization via the Internet has helped keep me occupied during my years with mental illness. Even though I can’t hold a forty hour a week job anymore, I try to make up for it through self directed study and sharing this wisdom with whoever wishes to hear it. The internet has been a godsend for me with my geeky and scholarly interests.